Alice In The Wonderland Of Mistake

This week isn't starting with 'good'
But it's bad week for me

Two days a week
Twice a day
I cried... :'(
As what I knew
That's really a sad place
These two days only I believe there really a sad place for me

Why are they like to bully me???
Am I too kind for u all to bully????
I do things wrong...............
Accept my false!!!

Why you all must lend a hand in here
This doesn't related to u all..............

I turned angry to sadness
To release sadness and stress
I crying for myself

Don't know what should i do?
Should I leave there immediately?

Alice In The Wonderland Of Change

Lots of thing changing now...
People.......
Technology.......

After two months
I have success to get my driving license
There are nothing special actually....
Getting license without owning a car
It's just like drink tea without tea

Wish to own a car now
Work hard.....!!!!!


Working.... recently i was thinking
why i'm still remain at this company???
why the other EX colleagues got the 'brave' to leave there in a short period
But i'm still there after half a year
I still can do it......?!
Trying my best to do it well.... No matter how 'tired' i am
I'm in the account department but it seem like a filling department for me!!!
Filling works always more than Account work waiting for me to do
How unfair they are!!!!!
I only knew that I learnt filling are more than i learnt account

Wanna some changes after this year!!!!!!

Alice In the Wonderland of Alive

There had been long time i was disappeared from here
My friend said that my blog was dead >,<

Quit lots of things happened these few weeks
Too many till i dunno how to write it all down here

A friend of mine acted weird
feel like she doesn't the one i known from passed
So sad that she can jz scolded my cousin without reasoning
No apologize after she scold ppl
We jz received a excuse from her sister and brother in law
with she will in bad mood once she feeling not well

Can we accept this reason???
NO~~! I can't accept this reason!!!
She shouldn't act like that as she feeling not well

In additional
her brother in law seem like a stranger for us
suddenly called us frequently and will chat with us for a long hourss
we(me and anther friend of mine) didn't know him well or willing to be friend with him
really a weird person for us >.<

After few days i denied his call
and Hshin had a small talked to him
never receive any call from him till now^^
feel more comfortable

Sunday(28/08/2011) 
went Sunway Pyramid and Empire Subang with friends
had fun during the journey to Subang cos we went there by KTM
even only for few hours
First time went stepped in Empire
feel fresh for there~~~~

Tueday(30/08/2011)
Me and my cousin woke up early in the morning
cos my dad promised us gonna bring us go our favorite beach
but wait and wait
finally we get to go reached there already evening
from morning till evening only get to see seaside
really made me feel sad and disappointed with this holiday's plan
even i only can feel the sea for awhile it's really enough for me

My holidays end today (1st of Sept)
Being bored at home for two dayssss dy
feel more tired when time remind me back to work tomorrow
hopefully all will go smooth
don't like the previous working day before holidays
really feel stress that day
made me cried out once i reached home
can't describe the feeling in my mind and heart out....
Anyway this is what i hv chosen i should take responsible to do it as well as i can
Can't blame on others do my best and brave to face it all
Gambateh!!!!!!!!!!!!

爱丽丝梦游幻境之变形金刚（三）

早已与朋友有约了
约了看早场的电影

一整夜没睡
眼睛带红丝
还稍微肿肿地
赶到电影院前和朋友会合
在等着另一位朋友时聊着聊着
才发现原来我们要看的电影不是我原本以为要看的那一部
其实Jesslyn在星期五时有再一次告知我
我们要看的电影是Transformer 3

最近都老是忘了一些看似不重要
又很重要的小事
应该是自从开始上班后的一个月吧
常常忘了一些小事情
最严重的是忘了明明被遗忘在车上的手机
等到我发现时已是凌晨了
措手不及不知要到哪儿找
因为根本无头绪... ...

回到变形金刚吧
真的蛮好看的哟
虽然只看第一部
第二部为何会没看到
忘了....
跳到第三部也很好看啦

爱丽丝梦游幻境之忧虑

有些事
让我觉得...很无助
不知如何能帮得上忙

穷担心也没用
事情终究解决不了

想帮忙却帮不到
心情真的糟透了...

为何？？？？？？

就算求神，求人也不能帮上的忙吧
因为有些事是需要用自己的智慧
才能解决的...

因为那是现实生活上不可缺的东西
是必需品！
所以以现今的我真的帮不上忙...

心里一直问自己
该怎么办？
怎么办？

要与他们一起分担
却遭到挨骂...

不理解的人
却认为是我的错
忽视所有的问题吗？
能忽视就好了... ...
能看透就更好了... ...

曾试过不理的事
却被认为我在逃避
不是不理
而是我帮不上忙
只能在那穷担心
就像现在... ...

能与我分享心情的人在哪？？
朋友？手足？

虽说
‘朋友是成功道路上的一位良师，热情地将你引向阳光的地带；
朋友是失败苦闷中的一盏明灯，默默地为你驱赶心灵的阴霾。’


我还没找到吗？
不是每个人愿意倾听诉说的...


普通的朋友VS真正的朋友

• 一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣；一个真正的朋友的双肩曾经让你的泪水湿浸
• 一个普通的朋友知道你父母的姓氏；一个真正的朋友有他们的电话在通讯簿上
• 一个普通的朋友会带瓶葡萄酒参加你的派对；一个真正的朋友会早点来帮你准备，为了帮你打扫而晚点走
• 一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来；一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来
• 一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰，一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰
• 一个普通的朋友对你的罗曼史感到好奇，一个真正的朋友可以威胁你说出来
• 一个普通的朋友在拜访时，像一个客人一样；一个真正的朋友会打开冰箱自己拿东西
• 一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束；一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊
• 一个普通的朋友在你寻求帮助的时候首先问东问西。一个真正的朋友会默默的帮助你然后再询问
• 一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他；一个真正的朋友期望他永远陪在你身旁！

爱丽丝梦游幻境之难眠の夜

又有不愉快的事情了
不知从何说起...

在悲伤中发了一封信息给Jesslyn
没想到她很快的拨电回我
关心我
真的感动到我了...
非常谢谢呢～^^
结果被约到快餐店谈心事咯

我本人认为
每个人有不同的思想
也许他们来自不同的生活环境
所以
有些事是该说给懂的人听

有些人听不懂我们说的有些事
就会认为那些都无所谓
而有些人呢
会给予关怀

不过就算
全世界不懂无所谓
但至少要有一位知心朋友了(liao) 就够了



果然被说中了
真的睡不着
悲喜参半

今天Jesslyn 让我觉得一首歌很适合我们
Shining Friends - 'Sorrow is Gonna Say Goodbye~~~'


^Happy Ending^